Why god ..Why?

Why does obstacles obstructs in cinder track?
Why does i cant spell the word free?
How can i see all the past by looking back?

Why is life still lied in this slothful spree?

A beam..Woken up by a dreary dream ,
dried up with fiery stream,
why god why...Why it is only to me,
Where u r ,whilst u left me in this melee !

Why cant you show your hand,to rescue,
What for i'm here, loitering without any clue;
Listen here,i don't wanna blame you in any sense,
Pleading you to bring me, life essence;

I've been with people who don't knew me much more,
Never ,I had perturbed with this embarrassment before;
Am i the victim for your plan,
If u cant help me now,no one can;

Why god,why this stage,
With this question,why u simply smile and gaze;
I bet,my words got no offense,
Bless me, to jot here with more sense...!

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Madhuri M.